As I look in the Old Covenant more and more for Papa, who
himself has not changed, only the covenant has changed, I less and less see and
angry “Sovereign God” always wanting to wreck havoc on his people but a loving
Father who truly is responsive to the cries of His beloved. Again, as
a young college age believer described in the post below, I attended a summer Bible study at Third Presbyterian in Richmond hearing a great Scot-preacher teaching on God’s sovereignty from
Exodus 32. Here Moses begs God to not destroy Israel for their idolatrous
Golden Calf. It says in vs 14 “And the Lord repented of the evil which he
thought to do to his people,” RSV- the only translation I had at the time, no
NIV yet.
"Wow, what power Moses had," I thought, to make God repent!
But I also
had memorized Numbers 23:19 in the RSV
“God is not man, that he should lie,
or a son of man, that he should repent.
Has he said, and will he not do it?
Or has he spoken, and will he not fulfil it?”
So later I asked a resident scholar at the Christian Study
Center in Charlottesville about this seeming contradiction in Scripture. As a holder to inerrancy I believed (and still do) Scripture cannot contradict
itself. He replied “it's a hermeneutical issue.” I had to look that word up. I
was premed at the time. So I never got an answer until I could read Hebrew and change
the translation to “relent” (NIV) from “repent” (RSV).
But today, 40 years later, I see something so different in
the heart of God. Back then I knew God as good, sovereign, and in control. His
goodness would preclude Him from doing evil or needing to repent. So we can legitimately change the translation of the Hebrew words to brunt the impact of the RSV. But
today I don't need to soften these words. I am discovering the God of the Old
Covenant to be the same as the God of the New, He is not an angry ogre. He is a
loving Dad who wants nothing more than His kids’ hearts, to live in perfect
love and devotion with them.
When Moses cried out in Exodus 32 or Amos in 7.3, God did
repent of the calamity he was about to bring. Repentance means to change your
mind, your direction, your intention. Hearing Moses’ cries, seeing his tears,
feeling Moses’ heart all made God’s heart arise and say “NO, I will not destroy the
ones I love.” Though they truly deserved it. Though to some degree we all deserve it.
God responds to our hearts. He’s a good Dad. Perfect in his righteousness,
perfect in his justice, perfect in his love. These do not war against each
other, one is not greater than the other. Love does not win over righteousness
or justice. His righteousness is not exceeded by his love as the old Honeytree
song said that I listened to in college. Perfection is completeness and wholeness, intricate and profound, totally and particularly satisfying.
Sovereign God responds! Adonai Yahweh is Spirit. Yahweh
Elohim is Love. El Shaddai is Father. Love responds to the object of His love-
you and me!
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This is why we pray.